ANEH...

pernah gag sih mrasa hidup lo , apa yg lo lakuin slalu salah.... padahal lo udah ngejalanin sesuai prosedur hidup..
tapi ketika lo liat tmn2 lo yg ngejalanin dgn santai dan gag ada beban hidup selalu SUKSES dan BERHASIL.. bingung kan lo....

gw baru liad2 FB na tmn2 gw SMA... kyna hidup na cm ngeceng di mall, shopping d mall, hura2... nyari cowo jg milih2 harus yg kaya , yg bermobil, yg sgala2 na lha....

pas liad lg ke hidup gw.....

kyna gw udah serius d hidup gw tp slalu bgini2 ajah....

lama2 suntuk ngejalanin hidup yg ky gini trus....



PGN BURU2 KE JEPANG....
GW UDAH GAG TAHAN LG.... T___________T

uh ~ oh... SOMEONE MADE MY LOVELY DAY....

guess who's he???

YES....
MY ALEX EVANS....

this month... I always check him blog... just want to read about unique story of EMO boy... such things very CUTE <3 <3 <3 aw aw aw <3 <3 <3
why he becames VERY FAMOUS??? maybe him photograph so artisstic.... *I think*

everything reason of HIM...

I LOVE ALEX EVANS... ^^~ <3 <3 <3



MY EMO BOY... <3 <3 <3

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Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one


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then HE tell me ...
being happy to beside me....
to protect me...
to make my lovely day...
NOT STAY AWAY FROM ME....


UH ~ OH....


and HE gift me this song...





MAKE ME . . . . . . . .

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P.S I LOVE YOU ^^~

Ketika Kau MENEBENG....

gw nulis inih blog lg nungguin abang gw yg janji2 mau ngejemput...
dy mah enak, slalu kabur kagak macuk kul...
klo gw mau bolosh ajah udah kaya org pengo d kelas.... T____T

tadi pagi ada tambahan DOKKAI...
klo gag sih jumat malem gw udah teleprot ke depok...
ahikk ahh!!!!

dari td gw sms, gw telpon....
bilangna udah mau nyampe bogor mulu...
dr jam 12 pemirsa hadirin2 sekalian.....
sekarang udah mau jam 4 mau deket bogor juga?????

KAYANA EMANG DERITA ORG MENEBENG EMANG BEGINI AMAT YAK....
T______________________________T####


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harus sabar... tahan banting, iklash dan ridho....

Ketika Kau MENEBENG....

olahraga MALAM

td pagi gw bangun jam 4 pagi... trus melek cm 1 jam... trussssss....
bubu lg sm jam 7...
bis tu siap2 tugas sakubun, EH... SAKIT PERUT MELANDA... MELILITH... MELINTIR.... AJOJING... TRIPING... TENGKUREP...
sumpah... suaaaakkiiiitt bangeeett....!!!!

akhirnya gw minum obat diare trus terkapar di kasur angin tercinta gw yg bocor....
dan bangun2 udah jam 12siang....
bener2 menyakitkan sakit perut tuh ihhh... T_____T##

bangun2 kelaperaann...
gw bingung abon abis...
indomie juga abis,, ada juga beras yg tgl 2 liter... ==a
seharusna mknan warteg, tapi nih perut mauna gado2...
manah gado2 depankampus dah pada abis, akhirnya gw beli di payung deh,,,,
goceng seraup,, nasi gw buat 2 gelas ajah abis,, ahahaha... ==a

trus OL2 gag jelas,,,
dr FB, audy, FS, twitter, desain hairstylish, smp om google....
SEMUANA MEMBOSANKAN... T_____T##

yaudah deh gw sengqaja bubuan biar pas gt jam na ntar macuk malem wlwpun masih gag bisa d ajak kompromi perut gw....
dan kebablasan.... ==a

GW TELAATTTTTT....
lari2 dah gw d samping jalan tol tuh,,, uh uh uh uh.....
nyampe kampus kaya kuburan ... *shocked*
SEPIII.... *cocok buat uji nyali menurut gw sih..*
dan gw tlp tmn2 yg laen....

"KELAS D PINDAH SABTU NADYA... SABTU PAGI YHA..."
omaigat...

I HATED KULIAH SABTU PAGI.... T___________T##

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berjalan gontay d samping jalan tol sendirian....
menikmati udara dingin d tambah gondok d ada menahan sakit perut sm bete na gag da kuliah hr inih.....

klo lagi rajin, knp pd kagak ada cih dosen2 na....???
giliran malesh,,, ada mulu....
T____________________T####

Beginning of a Happy Day...^^

sebenerna mau kemarin ngisi blog....
tapi entah kenapa koneksi lagi gag bersahabat...
T________________T###

kemarin gw nyuci 3 ember baju, celana sama sprei kotor...
omaigat...

tambah abis ajah nih badan....
ahahaha....
malesh bangeett nyucii tapi klo gag nyuci, gw harus balik sabtu inih ke depok...
sedangkan gw udah malesh pulang kerumah...
selaen malesh pulang kerumah, udah gag da yg nyamperin gw lg ke rumah...
mangkana mending dekem di kosan tercinta nikmatin BOGOR yg sering hujan...^^~

di tambah kuliah yang padet dan loncat2 jam dah kaya kodok...
tugas presentasi sm tugas ngetik trus....
bikin gw lupa sama kesenangan - kesenangan gw...
ahahahaha....

kesenangan yg lama tergantikan dengan yg baru,,,

GREAATT !!! ~~

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cerita keren d kampus kmaren...

kemaren gw masuk pagi seperti biasa di temani seplastik susu kacang kedelai, dan gw selalu mengindamkan KETUPAT SAYUR...
udah brp hari gw ngidam tuh ketupat sayur... T___T
dan kuliah pertama gw Gemon kmrn...

blajarnya nyantai trus gw bisa ngerti apa yg d plajari...
jujur gw benci banget LINGUISTIK JEPANG...
kenapa gw BENCI???
krn trauma d kampus lama gw yg ky tai semua dosenna...

I HATED LINGUISTIK!!!!!

tapi di kampus baru, singkirkan lha dulu rasa kebencian... dan hadirkan suasana yg bersahabat danmenyenangkan berkuliah...

I LOVE U PAKUAN UNIVERSITY....!!! MUACH MUAAACCCHHHH ~~~

lanjut lagi ke jam brikutnya....

jam sore gw plajaran penelitian kebudayaan...
dosenna sangat disiplin,tegas, dan.... sangat keren di mata gw...
*dosenna Ibu lho... ^^~*

nah sore kemaren ujan juga, dan mengurungkan niat buat pulang cepet.
karena kartu absen gw kslimpet d anak pagi, jadina gw ke ruang dosen buat minta absen...
dan sang dosen ngajak gw buat nemenin dy d ruang dosen yg menyeramkan (seengakna sepi bgt gt >,,<)
gw temenin smbil crita2 tntang kehidupan gw d kampus lama...
eh gag krasa udah magrib ajah...
shalat magrib bareng deh....
wah pokokna, menyenangkan deh....
jadi ngerasa gag sendirian lg d kampus....


POKOKNYA SENEEEEEEENGGGGGGGG BANGEEEEETTTTTTTT DI BOGOR...^^~ <3 <3 <3

NB : Nobody can distrubing my Happines... ^^




AYOOO NAYAAAAA SEMAAAANGAAATTTHHHH!!!!!!! JANGAN NANGIS LAGI YHA NAYAAAA....!!!!!!

Cuma gw disni... SENDIRI....

hmm...
entah kenapa udah hampir 1 bulan...
gw gag pernah denger kabar dy lagi....

krn inih air mata selalu ngalir krn seringnya gw memikirkan dy,,,,
tapi...

apa yg gw dapet gag pernah ada hasilnya...
alhasil gw selalu menunggu tanpa kepastian....

pengen rasana gag inget lagi akan kejadian bulan kemarin....
dan berharap ingatan gw bisa d hapuskan karna udah terlalu sering buat gw menangis....

dan sekarang....

gw udah bisa tersenyum tanpa memikirkan dirinya lagi yang tak butuh kehadiran gw lg d kehidupannya,,,,


trimakasih banyak,,,, ^^~

Today I know... YOU NOT LOVE ME ANYMORE...

I've seen this place a thousand times
I've felt this all before
And every time you call
I've waited there as though you might not call at all

I know this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
And though it feels so great, I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

I've caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch, is all too much
You know I don't have any choice

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Yeah Yeah Yeah

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

Say you love me
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Take it all away, take it all away